The Stared upon.

It's been a while since i wrote, and i was beginning to wonder whether my fingers gave way or was it one of the innumerable such instances that i felt so. Well, its post midnight and i suddenly had the urge, so here i am typing away. Things have changed drastically, and i have none else to blame but the invisible race against time.

Ambition has struck me like a bolt of lightning, and things are to change for the better, or so people say. Today, i am going to try and draw a line between the 'Para' (prefix) and the 'Normal'. If the world was a calculated balance between forces, then the highs and lows should be taken with the stride, and one should always expect light at the end of the tunnel, in which case. Balance is maintained, Balance is divine and Balance is blind.

On that note, How many people around you are really your friends? Not everyone is a mind-reader, and i do not believe the ones who do! So, one tiny ray of hope, that we refer to as 'thought' remains our's and our's alone. I am a firm believer in 'aura' and the inverted commas that i use to highlight some of these words, is because of the attention my thought commands, Hell! it got me writing. Anger, Hatred, Envy. The most common forms of emotion (the darker side) developed in the course of time taken to establish a relationship, a love affair turned sour, makes killers. A friendship gone wrong, makes enemies. A brothers' rivalry, tears the family apart into families. That sour taste, The Nauseous repercussion following it, That Craving to be alone.

So in general, my inference from the matters mentioned above gives me a very naive understanding of the situation, which i wish to share. A situation filled with love, can just as quickly be equally filled with hatred, or is it proportional? the more you love someone, the more difficult it is to make amends after things turn sour. The crack remains.
Holy men mention the effect of the normal 'glare' or the thirsty 'stare', the aura emitted from such a form of human expression together intertwined with the 'thought' of even the faintest form of 'jealousy', 'hate' or 'awe' can create a universal imbalance(i did say my paragraphs could have the 'paranormal' touch to it, belief is needed and strongly recommended!) which in turn affects the aura of the individual on the receiving end of, lets call the poor unfortunate soul 'the stared upon'.

The stared upon, cannot stare back probably because such emotions and thoughts have not been instilled, here karma plays it's part. The one with the stare has to wait for the full circle before he completely realises his mistake, or is made to realise by the collateral effect of regaining balance, by our complex universe. Hail 'whoever is pulling the strings'! I have been the stared upon, balance dictates my next course of action. Staring back is the best possible reflex action that my short-tempered brain orders, but time being the greatest healer and teacher of all time. I wish to learn, and forgive, forget and let nature/karma take its course. Till the circle ends where it has to, i have nothing more to write.